Anonymous 17

I never thought I’d lose my mom so suddenly she was my best friend my rock and it feels like the world just stopped when she left. The days are all blending together now and some mornings I can barely get out of bed but I know she’d want me to keep going, she always told me to keep my chin up and I’m trying but it’s so hard, you know? It’s like every time I laugh I feel guilty, like how can I laugh when she’s gone? I keep thinking I’m gonna pick up the phone and hear her voice again but there’s just silence. I’ve been writing little notes to her just to feel like she’s still here with me, it’s silly but it helps somehow. I don’t know if this will ever stop hurting, I just wanna feel her hug one more time.